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Mon Apr 7, 2014, 1:04 PM
I've been accepted to two great art universities here on the east coast. I'm super excited to think of going to either! I'm planning on entering with a major in general fine arts, and doing a concentration in photography. Later I might switch it up.

For now, I'm closing in on the end of senior year. The pressure is heating up for the AP tests, definitely keeping me on my toes. I've almost finished the concentration I'm doing for photography, but I've barely started the drawing. Anyone else out there in the AP program? I chose martial arts as my concentration theme, and it's truly been a learning experience for me with photoshop. I'll upload them after I've finished. For drawing, I chose to do self-doubt. I really wrestle with that, and I'm nervous about expressing in through drawing. With luck and hard work, all will be well.

    I don't know what I'm doing. Really. My teacher told me that she can't see a direction in my life, and I agreed. I've been all over the place but haven't settled on a thing. I like creating art, photography obviously and drawing too. I'll never give that up, but I have no idea whether I will continue studying it in a school. Because, next year, I shall be paying for college. Yikes! Senior year is fun and all, but also a little scary.
    Currently I am in three AP classes and yearbook photographer and my youth group's photographer and president of the art honor society at my school and continuing to study Chinese Goju. I would also like to devote some time to looking at college majors and futures and jobs.
    I am also attempting to sleep. I'll let you know how that's going later.
    But. I had a very enlightening discussion with my teacher about college and majors and life in general. I suspect I shall have several more in the near future. One of the major things I want to do is travel. For a long time I've thought that I shall do that by teaching ESL. I came to think this because I am very good at English, (although I can alllways improve) and have studied a foreign language (Espaņol). I intend to study many, many more. I also have had an acute interest in asian culture and I want to visit Japan and many other asian countries. I don't, however, want to major in Spanish. Or asian studies. Or English. Or particularly art, which may seem weird but I don't want to have to get a job where I make art for other people because it would be a making this thing I like and enjoy doing into a draining job and I think I might lose why I love it so much. Any suggestions?

    Also, my monitor for my mac that is inseparable from my computer is dying. It retains the previous screen in a creepy ghosty way and has these different boxes of grey values. Therefore, I can't work in photoshop very well at all. No Ps = Sad Jani. I shall have to invest in a new computer soon. And I don't think I'll be able to. But if I do I will likely update my programs and stuff. So that will be nice.
    On another note, I'm getting better at drawing and have a ton of stuff to post for all of you. With the computer and time and everything I don't know when you will see them. ): 
     I shall continue finding a direction and living. If you have anything to tell me say it below! My comment section is always a sad and empty place. Bring it to life.


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Hi guys! I'm Jani. I live in the USA. I'm learning photography and drawing, ceramics and anything else I can. Feel free to shoot me a message.

You do not have permission to use any of my work without my permission. Note me if you are interested in any of my stuff!


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SkyfireDragon Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2015   Artisan Crafter
Party Happy Birthday, Jani! Green Dragon
KevPask Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Hi, Happy Birthday, have a great day!
tsukiko-kiyomidzu Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank  you for the favourite! *_* 
EintoeRn Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
:iconfavplz: :icondragonxdplz:

Thanks a lot, Jani :wave:
Ladygentlemanbastard Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Student Artist
As always my love, thank you for your continued support in my work.Heart Huggle! 
SkyfireDragon Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014   Artisan Crafter
Happy Birthday, Jani! :) (Smile)
CantPickaName735 Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you!
SkyfireDragon Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014   Artisan Crafter
Your very welcome! :) (Smile) 
EintoeRn Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer

Jani !
Hamish-Frost Featured By Owner May 28, 2014
thank you :)
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